I don’t know who I like. I have interest in so many guys and I can really say that only one is probably decent for me. One is about to get married and have his third kid, the other is my neighbor as well as one of my oldest friends (since 07) the third is a guy I went to high school with and we actually have a good connection. I know what you all are thinking about guy number one, I know trust me. But our sexual chemistry is the best out of everyone I have ever been with, plus he was my crush in high school until we lost contact. Either way I know there’s no excuse to with a taken guy but…on a lighter note we haven’t done anything since the new year began. I actually refrained and it was hard to do for sure, but that aside I do care about him and has always meant a lot to me, and he knows this. The second guy I like a lot, but our sexual chemistry is off. Not to mention he is VERY quite and “simple”. I am a talker, I am needy for attention and he is none of those. He can legit just lay next to me and be DEAD SILENT all night and be content. I try to get to know him but even then he keeps his answers vague and he tends to get moody with certain topics, it’s kinda like trying to date a woman at times…The last guy is my favorite. I haven’t slept with him and I’m not sure how I feel about that yet. On one hand it’s cool cause I know he still likes me for me but on the other hand I’m like “damn what if we don’t connect on that level?”. I am also not sure how he really sees me, I like him a lot, maybe a little to much and sometimes I get the vibe that he just talks to me when he’s bored and sees me more like a friend. I try not to overthink it, but I am a female and that tends to be our second nature.
Besides all the guy drama, things here are all well! I am just trying to finish and study for my upcoming CPC exam, but so far my confidence is shot…My exam is 03.14.2020 so I guess we’ll see what happens! I get 5 hours and 40 minutes so complete 150 word problems. So wish me luck and I will try to blog once more before the exam!
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